Jakarta's weather is incredibly gloomy right now.. It's been raining all day and I don't think it'll stop tomorrow, nor the day after tomorrow, nor the day after the day after tomorrow. sigh..It's really irritating. It's spring. I'm supposed to be outside, taking pictures, going to the park, having a picnic, exploring different places, but I'm stuck here in my room, eating Doritos(which I think they SUCK cause they all taste the same) and spent my day infront of the computer. as usual.
I used to like being infront of my laptop a lot. There were times when I just didn't want to go anywhere and chose to stick with my beloved laptop and surf the net. But it gets boring. REALLY BORING. Now, I can barely sit still. You can ask my friend Pinka.. When I stayed at her apartment last week, I always make excuses to go out.
"You need to buy a nail polish remover, let's go to Big W!", "I'm hungry, let's go eat somewhere!", "I think I need to buy a new dress, let's go to Supre!"etc.
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I hate it when it rains. I have to wear thicker clothes, I have to carry an umbrella, I have to be careful with my camera, it's too frustrating! It makes it 1502x more complicated to go out. And the sky isn't providing the amount of sunlight that I need to take pictures with since I love to take pictures in natural lighting.
Oh, today I found out that I can't draw anymore.
I FORGET how to draw, I don't have the magic touch anymore, I don't know how to draw even the simplest thing!
I stopped drawing since I graduate high school. I used to draw a lot back then. I felt quiet confident with my drawing but now.. It went back to zero. My drawing looks like a 4 y.o drawings, and not even in a cute way.
Lord, help me T_T
I feel like I'm getting lamer everyday.
My art-related skills are sinking.
I need to start making art projects like I used to do .
think Deby, think.
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